2022.01.28 19:56 VeraKatzHologram Oregon marine board denies Bolton request to quiet jet skier
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2022.01.28 19:56 lightblackmagicwoman Can an empath who was abused act psychopathic?
Obviously this is a very serious discussion but this has been weighing heavily on my soul for so long. It’s a bit long winded and hard to explain but hopefully you’ll be able to understand it.
I’m an empath, but I have very disturbing psychopathic thoughts at times. I do have complex PTSD which I know manifests as BPD and those thoughts could be part of that. But everytime I watch something dark or read about dark subjects, I feel a combination of disgust and fascination. After the abuse happened I think I fell in love with these sort of sociopathic/narcissistic men that I kept crushing on even though I knew how bad it was for my soul and now I have a hard time separating that energy from myself. I have horrible ocd and get intrusive thoughts that convince me I’m secretly a sociopathic person and that’s why I keep attracting them, and that’s really messed me up and my entire feelings and psyche because I’m stuck in this dark trance. Combine that with loads of repressed anger over my various traumas and you have a scary mix.
I feel horribly guilty and terrified of it underneath, yet I can’t help these thoughts and my fascination to them. I think it’s caused me to attract very bad things and people into my life and made me think I’m a horrible person when really I have one of the biggest hearts out there. My feelings are just so intense and numb that it scares me. I’m going to see a therapist, especially because it’s causing me suicidal thoughts and I understand it’s gravity.
I know with OCD reassurance apparently makes it worse, but I need at least a little reassurance that I’m not as fucked up of a person as I think I am and that one of you can maybe relate or empathize here…
I have never desired to hurt animals (love them in fact), but I have dark sometimes creative fantasies of hurting people and domination that immediately manifests into shame and guilt. I feel so bad having these thoughts in the first place but also sorry for myself that I have to go through this…
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2022.01.28 19:56 yyzworker Toronto Catholic board seeks clarity on how many elementary schools will close due to planned strike Monday
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2022.01.28 19:56 Sharp-Appointment-73 This will pair nicely with Lemao
2022.01.28 19:56 maya1901 VSC not working anymore !! help !!
Hi I need help.
So I'm at uni and first time Mac user. I was lucky and found good video how to set up your vsc (for c) and it was all fine till today.
Uni told us to download c/c++ from marketplace. Next step was to to into vsc and then choose 'install from VSIX'.
I did all of that step by step. And first time i tried to debug my code and lets just say its not working.
first mac asks me to give permission for my desktop, I say okay and then nothing.
Soo my question is how do i fix it because uni said that we need to do it with .vsix but my vsc is not working now? help :)
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2022.01.28 19:56 Gravulon Worst drop ever
Having to join a whitelist for a closed beta product I assumed you would have only invited enough people to buy your allotted drops. Waking up at 5am my time to join a queue that gets delayed 1.5 hours only to be placed 45397 in the queue with only 29500 packs for sale sucks 😥
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2022.01.28 19:56 Drama_in Is it just me or does pink prosciutto frosting smell just like raspberry mimosa?
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2022.01.28 19:56 Cheffie43 Did you hear about the Amish woman who had sex with ten Mennonite?
2022.01.28 19:56 Hy6D4o9 I really love how they animated Palkia in its origin form. What is your favourite Pokémon animation in Legends Arceus?
I really like the way they animated Palkia (and also Dialga) in its origin form fight. The way it moves is so cool, it almost feels alive! It makes the game a lot more immersive. I was skeptical when I first saw the leaked pictures, but I have to say they did a great job animating this Pokémon. It looks amazing.
What Pokémon animation is your favourite one in Legends Arceus?
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2022.01.28 19:56 Princeoflundan Could someone explain to me how right to choose works with ADHD referrals? Everything seems so complicated
2022.01.28 19:56 astolfostrikesback sooo, I was wondering....
Since pokemon legends arceus has released, for how long do you guys think that they will still be supporting BDSP since they still need to add some stuff and some mythical pokemons?
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2022.01.28 19:56 _TurtleBox_ Can I surprise my opponent by cheating?
2022.01.28 19:56 ArdaZocker05 Good or nah? I really don’t know
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2022.01.28 19:56 Mr-I-Like-Tortles Is this species of snake plant safe to put in a bioactive setup?
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2022.01.28 19:56 RealTony2high HEAR ME OUT! The new game is revolving around mobile qbs obviously . I personally don’t wanna completely rebuild if we not starting from scratch all around (& I like Tomlin so I don’t see that happening ). Lets grab deshaun AND (wait for it )try to lure in DEANDRE HOPKINS to pull a brown & brady
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2022.01.28 19:56 prosamsunglover Are the Corsair virtuoso xts good for music and gaming?
2022.01.28 19:56 Top-Independence2063 Old prescription
2022.01.28 19:56 Hopeful_Assistant196 This isnt cyrpto winter or a market crash. This is a rising wedge, and the first leg of a super cycle. SPY also entering a super cycle. Bull market til 2024
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2022.01.28 19:56 crytoloover 280$ Profit🔥ART Token🔥New Free Crypto Trust Wallet Pancakeswap Listed Telegram Airdrop Bangla 2022🔥
2022.01.28 19:56 unrealentity yeah I’m into beatrice
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2022.01.28 19:56 eschotron Nene Amano new outfit and rig reveal [livestream]
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2022.01.28 19:56 OutsideProper6144 My mom figured out that I go to therapy and she is so mad
She said its stupid to spend money on therapy, and she said I should throw all those pills away. She said do not believe in those people (therapists) because they just want my money and if I think they could help my problems, then I am too stupid and I should be stronger and figure out how to deal with my problems by myself. I am depressed and have anxiety problems and a lot of my trauma is from my family to be honest
She got so mad so she really wants me to stop going to therapy, and she wants me to throw those pills, and if i go to therapy, she doesnt want to see me again.
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2022.01.28 19:56 yeyFish Immortal blades final cut scenes
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2022.01.28 19:56 Careful_Strawberry39 Season 5 episode 12 why did merlin apologize to arthur when he saw him in the crystal?
2022.01.28 19:56 DeChad2 Meta Maniacs NFT & 150,000$ giveaway! Upvote
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